It's been a while since Ive caught a movie...or caught up with Joel, in fact. So, yesterday we caught AVP ( Alien vs. Predator) at Midvalley. The movie started a lil late and the cinema was packed with guys. O_O Well...mostly anyway...Eye candy for me...ekekek. :P Anyway..before I go on about the movie...congrats to mr. Joel Low. XD He's got a gf. :) He shocked me a lil...and my brain didnt really process the info... but after a while I just went with the flow...hehehe. :)

So yea... AVP was okay. I kinda knew what to expect cos Matt ( Decade) told me a lil of it as he's seen it. Obviously it's already out in the states. Well, it wasnt scary...but I just had to cover a lil of my face just incase it was...lol~ Yes, I never really liked these kinda movies including horror... any kinda movie that involves giving me nightmares is a no-no. But Im sure I wouldnt get one over this.

After the movie, we had some lunch at Nando's. I tried something different cos I didnt really wanna eat a whole piece of chicken on my own since I didnt have 'backup'. LoL... Joel was too busy with his gf while Hawk was stuffed...so I had a chicken burger.... but the buns were horribly hard. It was kinda inconvenient to eat that way cos the buns werent properly 'attached' to the meat which caused it to slide around and fall off the bun. -.-" In the end, I kinda gave up and at the chicken on its own. :S

Joel dropped Hawk and I at the lrt and we took it back to Kelana Jaya. Had to walk under the sun which wasnt so bad but the heat was nearly unbearable. Eventhough there was a slight breeze, you could feel the sun's rays burning into your skin. I had to send Hawk home cos he didnt trust the buses. :P Really, they should do something about the bus system cos it just suxs! There are times where you have to wait over an hour just to get a freaking bus. There wasnt much of a jam, so it wasnt so bad. :)

Im suppose to be studying...or sleeping now...since it's already 12:30 am. I have an exam in...about 12 hours from now. :S Wish me luck~

Ever wonder what your life would be like if you were different? I get this everytime I look at certain pictures. Sometimes I wish that I was someone different... someone who was born into a wealthier family. There are certain people I see that kinda gets me down cos I feel as though Im not perfect enough for them or to even be like them.

I guess the insecurities are there and most people would say that I am already perfect the way I am. But how many would actually honestly believe that or mean it? Life is just so twisted for me at the moment. I feel as though I dont know who I am anymore. I feel as though sometimes someone just pushed me down a hill. *sigh* It's one of those " I am depressed" moments that I cannot shrug off.

I dont want anyone's opinion or advice, cos if I did... I would have asked. The only thing I want is just for someone to listen and not judge. I just want someone to not tell me what to do or what they think. I know some people think that they're helping, but sometimes they're not. So my question for today is....have you ever wondered about anything?

I had lunch with Rachel on Sunday at A & W. Was thinking of hanging out with her but it seems that Gary needed the car, so I had to leave at home instead. Rachel followed me back and later suggest that I stayed over a night cos she wanted me to meet a few of her friends. I didnt mind so I said, " Heck, why not?" I packed and left a message and then I was out the door.

We went over to her home at Shah Alam. It's been a while since Ive been there. I think the last time was a few months ago when she followed me to take pictures for my assignment. :) So anyway, she got a new dog, Pebbles and a new panda hamster ( ?) called...erm..."The Thing" She wanted to watch a show but the sad thing was, Ive seen most of what she had. LoL. In the end she got kinda fed up and she turned on Smallville for me. :P

For those who dont know, Smallville is actually the story of how superman came to be. It's just basically the teen life of superman...:P Ive never seen an episode until now and I have to admit Im kinda hooked... maybe cos it's something new and Im bored. LoL~ So, Ive only managed to watch until episode 6 of season one while Rachel turned into sleeping beauty.

We had dinner at home. Her dad cooked...which I have to say wasnt that bad. :D So after dinner, I continued with one more episode while Rachel showered and got ready to leave for Club7. First, we had to pick up a friend of hers who lived in SS14 and the way to his home is kinda freaky cos since he lived in a shop, we had to take the back alley. It was freaky cos just the other day, Rachel told me she experienced the car moving a lil even though the ground was leveled...O_o But when she tried it again, I told her the ground wasnt really that leveled. Haha... so she freaked out fer nothing. So we picked up Mr. Jared Lee and headed for Salmon Steak... somewhere near Darul Saalam ( not bothered bout the spelling)

Met Rachel's friends for the first time... well, some of em anyway. I cant say they were friendly...yet I cant say they werent friendly either. They said hi...and I guess that was about it. I think if someone new came into my group, I would kinda act like that too...but at least I'll try to talk to the person. :P But the funny thing was... they were ALL afraid of cockroaches!!! Especially this guy, and I wont be revealing any names. :P After almost everyone has arrived, we headed off to Club 7 or Kafe 7 as some people see it. It's this hangout spot for loadsa people. It has loadsa foosball tables and about as much pool tables too. It's ok to be there, but I didnt quite like it cos it was really smoky. I played a lil foosball with Rachel but she confused me with all the rules of the game...:S In the end I played pool... and I still have it in me...Bwahahahhaha!

Hung out there till bout 12:30 pm, then Rachel's mom called. So we had to go back. Before we did, she asked a few of them if they wanted to come over to watch a movie. Some of em said ok and said they'll come over later. It was about 1 something when they came by and they were kinda noisy. It was only about 4 of em though. Terrence, Vanessa, Desmond and Jared. I guess Rachel's father blew his top when Terrence triggered the alarm...twice in a row. According to Rachel, the last time he was over, he did it too. -.-"

So her dad went ballistic and kicked em out of the house. O_O That was super scary for me cos it's been a while since....wait, I dont think Ive ever seen her dad this angry before. :O So yea, they got kicked out and Rachel sorta had this "I'm not speaking to my dad" thing going on. :S Oh well...So we ended up sleeping at about 3... and we didnt wake up till 1 the next day...

Once we woke up, we had lunch while watching more of Smallville....lol. :P I guess I watched until episode 10 of season one, then we had to leave cos her mom wanted to go to Amcorp while I needed a ride home too.. :P By the time I got home it was already 7:30 pm. So yesh, that was a day well spent watching Smallville.....Bwahahahahha~

*Phew*

I just got up and now Im blogging about yesterday night. XD I was too tired last night to do anything... so I just KO-ed right on the bed and went to sleep...and it was only 10! O_O But anyway, yesterday we celebrated Andy's ( Danny's 2nd bro) birthday since he's already gonna celebrate with his friends on its actual day on the 28th of August.

The family and I went to Castell for dinner. It's kinda near Samad school and the roundabout there. :P But anyway... the atmosephere was kinda nice and the food was okay. Although mine smelt a lil funny. -.-" I had BBQ spring chicken... which when Danny's brothers heard, they started teasing me about bird flu. >_____________<" I cant remember what everyone else had, but it looked YUMMEH! At least the portions arent exactly as big as those at erm...I fergot the place. It was near Victoria Station.... refresh my memory here. My chicken looked like a pigeon! Well, the size of it anyway... I still couldnt really finish it cos I had cream of mushroom with a piece of garlic bread, a potato bun and 2 glasses of wine and a glass of water. Gary ( Danny's elder bro ) decided to pour me a 2nd glass cos he teased me of it being able to get rid of the bird flu ( -.-") and also cos they wanted to finish the 2nd bottle. I was flushed but feeling alright. I could really feel the blood pumping to my head. It's kinda embarassing to look like some giant walking tomato. -.-" Was getting a lil harder to breath when I was in the car but other than that, I was feeling fine. Once we got home, I dunno why but I felt as if my whole body became limp...I was like a walking jelly. Even walking upstairs kinda gave me trouble cos I couldnt really feel my footing. I really felt like I was gonna throw up and all...but after putting my head in between my legs, I was fine. Danny's mom came to check on me to see if I was okay and also to tell me they were gonna cut the cake. I told her I wasnt feeling too well so she said I should just change and go to bed. :P So I did and now Im feeling slightly better...ekekek.. :) Time for CAKE! And the moral of the story is...I cant drink more than a glass of wine. >_____________________<"

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Okay, I just a reply from my friend about my costume. It would cost me RM 200 alone for the top. O_O And that's EXCLUDING materials!!!! T_T The thing Im debating is, should I spend this much to create something Im most likely gonna wear once? Or... should I just go on the internet and hunt for it. I have seen tops like that which costs only about RM 70 + or even RM 150 + and it's all ready made. The only thing that makes me wanna get it done its cos my costume would be unique and it's designed by me. :(

Gah~ I just wish I didnt really have to worry. T_T I would LOVE to get it off the internet but I forgot of another problem...I dont own a credit card. >____________________<" Gawd, this kinda suxs... especially when Im so looking forward to having it done. *sigh* It's still in the process though... we'll work up a way. And I hope soon too...Halloween is just around the corner.

I went to Amcorp today to send something to mah baby. ( not gonna let you con me into revealing what it is...kekkeke) I also met up with Lina for lunch and then we went over to Supreme Net Cafe to just hang out with Erik. ( not, not Jingy's Erik...but Erik Fong) We caught up on old stuff and then he asked me if I was free on the 30th October. Apparently he was having this private halloween costume party and he asked if I wanted to go.

The theme of the party was Halloween/Gothic/ Scary and basically they are having it at Armada Hotel. The other thing is, it would cost RM 75 for entrance plus a buffet style dinner. If I remember correctly, it is from 7 pm to 11 pm. :D I actually had this idea the other day but maybe not exactly as elaborated as this. :)

I guess the reason why he thought of me is cos he's been bugging me to cosplay for a while now. Kekeke...I only reason why Im not cosplaying is cos I dont exactly have the moolah to design my costumes. It's not exactly cheap cos of the materials used. It is their first ever Halloween costume party and they're trying to make it a once a year event. :)

So, Ive already have an idea for what I wanna go as. :P I wont reveal it just yet cos it's still in the early stages of designing. I would have to pass a copy of my design to Erik so he can pass it on to his designer friend for me. She's the one who's gonna turn my drawings into reality. XD But first, Erik will help me find a suitable price. I just hope it doesnt go over my budget though.

I think this would be something fun to do. It's not a must for you to design your own costume cos you can even rent or just whip up something that's from your own wardrobe...just as long as it fits the themes. :) The reason why I wanted to create my own outfit is cos Erik wants me to join the cosplay that's happening sometime in the end of the year. :) It is supposedly the biggest event of the year, so he thought I should join just for the fun of it. :)

I know some of you may be thinking..." Cosplaying is so lame and it's only for lame-o's" or something like that...but in truth, cosplaying is actually fun...although I havent tried it out yet. If I actually had the chance before, I would have cosplayed...the only thing stopping me is just me not having any cash. :P And since now they have a category for original design, why not join? :) It's just for fun anyway...:)

Im sure I would look a lil weird...but hey, you should always try something at least once. ;) I'll prolly be using the same costume Im gonna make for this Halloween party to cosplay. I just hope that the price to make the outfit wouldnt cost a bomb...or else I'll have to say goodbye to this plan of mine. :S Anyway... gotta improve on my costume design. Till next time...*waves*

Well, the weekend is now over and I feel as though I havent slept in days! Okay, just to recap on the things we did when Jing was down. It was kinda hot when hawk and I went to the bus station to get Jing. The air was dry and the heat was...well, scorching. You could literally feel your skin being sucked dry of its moisture. Then, her bus arrived at about 12:40 pm which was kinda late. From there, we made our way back to the lrt station. Thank gawd I drove the car or else we would've died from the heat while walking home.

There, Jing unpacked a lil while Hawk hijacked my computer. I couldnt take the heat so I decided to take a nice cool shower...which, was still kinda warm too. -.-" After that, we made plans to go to Pyramid to hang out. The original plan was to ice skate, but I guess Jing forgot when she said we were gonna watch a movie. :S But anyway, we had dinner at The StoneGrill and the food came really fast. Downside however, I didnt really like the food cos even if it was fast, it wasnt exactly hot. -.-" I had something that was already cooked while Jing and Hawk had something that was grilling on the stone. ( I dont remember what we had..-.-" ) After that, we caught The House of the Flying Daggers.... or something like that. The movie was in mandarin and it was directed by zimou, the guy who brought you Hero.

The beginning of the movie wasnt that bad...and I kinda had high expectations of it...since Hero wasnt such a bad movie. But towards the middle of the movie, the storyline kinda killed it. -.-" It went downhill from there. Tell me this, who wouldnt die after being stabbed in the heart by a dagger? Apparently, Zhang Zhi yi in this movie. -.-" Her acting is great and all...but really... was it necessary to make it so kua cheong? ( exaggerated) Watch the movie and you'll understand what Im talking about.

Anyway, after that...we caught a taxi home. I felt kinda ripped off cos I remembered another time when I took the 'budget cab' home from Pyramid. It costed me RM 13 to get from there to SS4. T_T Talk about expensive. But when the three of us got a cab home, it was RM 8.... ONLY 8!!! We bummed around at home after that and later decided to go for a night snack. :P I wanted to go to Alisan, which was near the Taman Bahagia lrt station. But it being a Friday night and all, I couldnt get a parking spot. Another mamak had just opened opposite and they took up most of the parking spaces. I've got a good mind to report them...but wouldnt that just make matters worse for the other mamak vendors? Cos it's illegal to have tables and chairs on the roadside. -.-" Oh, and by the way, Jing dyed my hair for me earlier. The dye was light auburn...kinda okie. :P

We came home at around 2 am and they didnt go to bed till 5. I was awake till I dozed off at about 6 and woke up at 8 am. Only 2 whole hours of sleep. I couldnt go back to sleep, I dont know why. Went to 1 Utama and walked around until about 3 something. By the time I got home, it was about 4 and all the ingredients were already prepared by Aunty Ah lin. :) The sad thing was...she added a tad too much salt so my shephard's pie became salty. T_T This doesnt exactly do anything for my confidence, ya know. Since I was tired due to lack of sleep... I talked to mah baby fer a while and then dozed off.

This morning we had to get up at about 8 am cos Jing wanted to be home a lil earlier. We had breakfast at the corner shop at SS2 and then went on our way. Surprisingly, the roads in the city were KINDA empty but it was still a lil hot. Jing couldnt get a ticket for an earlier bus so she had to buy the 11 ticket instead. Wasnt so bad, but we had an hour to kill. It was only 10 am, and KFC didnt open its doors till 10:30. -.-" Bummer. Ended up, we had to sit at a mamak for about half an hour before Jing decided she wanted to buy Dunkin Donuts. We then said our goodbyes when it was time to go.

Instead of going home to sleep, Hawk and I went to 1 Utama again cos I wanted to buy this bag that I was eyeing at this shop called Wh. But it took me a day to kinda debate on whether I should get it a not. In the end, I got it. :D It was on sale!!! Whoppee~ Well, I thought it was a steel cos the original price was RM 59 and it was on 50 % discount. :) Not too bad ey? Well, at least now I wont be carrying the same boring bag to college everyday...lol. Hawk and I had lunch at Yoshinoya, a japanese fast food restaurant. I love the food, but it just wasnt as nice as the branch in Midvalley. :P

So anyway...this was what I did during my weekend. :P Planning to go mamak with Lina and some other friends. :) Need to catch up on some gossips..kekek....erm, no Ben...duwan to join your 38 gang..kekek.. ;) Well... think it's time fer din-din~ :D Adios for now.

p/s: Does anyone know where can I get a pair of comfy and not so expensive sports shoes? I think I need a new pair... and no Nike or Adidas cos I cant afford it unless someone actually bought it for me. :( *siGh* So poor....

I kinda had 2 bad nightmares this morning which caused me to wake up at really odd hours. I woke up at 2am, then later at 4 am, then again at 6. -.-" Well, the first one involved me losing my wallet. Some guy stole it, but the funny thing was, he contacted me and then returned it. The irony in this is, Danny's house got robbed. T_T It was just so freaky. I mean, in my dream, they only took some valuables and mostly cash. :S

The other nightmare I had I think I actually had it before. It had something to do with the upcoming Hungry Ghost Festival. I cant say I dont believe this sorta stuff cos I know there are such things as spirits. So anyway, Lina was with me in my dream... and it was set in this apartment like place. We were first in our rooms, then I have no idea why we decided to venture out and some how we got seperated from each other.

Then suddenly, you see this group of people coaching you to not wander off along and stuff. They were even handing out these books on spirits (?) . So anyway, I was walking past this guy who had some kinda glazed look in his eyes. To me, I thought he was playing a game and found it weird for him to go around sniffing other people. I didnt stay long to find out. :S All of a sudden, this voice over the P.A was heard. She was announcing something about the 3 most dangerous ghost arriving and then everyone went absolutely crazy!

I dunno, I was pretty scared in the dream. It was like that scene in Van Helsing where the lady vampires swooped down from the sky capturing their victims...and everyone was running like crazy? Well, kinda like dat... it's like, they only appear after they need to 'feed' again. We had to go under some training where we had to curl up into a ball like position and hide under some grass. We also had to learn to meditate so that when the 'ghost' actually tried to burn us out, we could take the heat and do not give up. -.-" And we were told to only stay in bright places and also in a full room. ( whatever that means)

After that, I guess I kinda woke up. It was kinda intense for me to handle it. I knew it was just a dream, but I cant help but feel scared at the same time. The Hungry Ghost Festival is next week. So, I guess my advice is try not to stay out too late or go out alone. :P Yea, Im kinda superstitious.

Okay...since I havent really been blogging...I shall start with my agenda for this coming weekend. Aunteh Jingy will be coming to KL ( finally!) this Friday morning. She said she would take the 9:30 am bus and arrive here by 11:30 or latest 12...depending on traffic in the city. :S I never really liked going to the city cos of the cases of rape, snatch thefts and etc.... and not to mention it's jam packed with cars day in and day out! Except during Raya...woooo...I think you skate on the road also no car to hon at you. :P

But anyway, back to mah story.... Ive kinda got this weekend all planned out cos since I dont OWN a car and Danny isnt here, it'll be hard for us to actually "move around". Miss Jing is afraid of the sun...so maybe walking long distance is a no-no...ahahah! But yea... prolly on Friday night we'll go out for dinner since Im already having Jing & Hawk ( maybe Leena ) over for dinner on Saturday. When there is Jing...there is Hawk. LoL! Leena is an added bonus since she's already back from S.A.

Yes, so Friday night IF I can borrow the car... I would take em out for dinner...OR we'll get Mr. Low aka Joel to drive us around...hehe...yesh, ebu-fied us. :P Im sure he would be free it being a Friday night and all. Saturday, however, might be hard cos I might not be able to drive ANY car out...due to the fact that Stephy is working night shift this whole week ( and Im not sure if Sat & Sun included ) and also Gary might be using the car for work. So yet again, we shall depend on Mr. Low and pray that he'll be able to make it...or we'll have to take the bus. T_T Not that it's a bad thing...but kinda inconvenient. :S

Saturday night Im cooking dinner! Yesh, my time to 'shine' by making Shephard's Pie...MmM...the last time I made it didnt taste too bad. Danny's parents said it was okay. :) And I kinda liked it... downside to that however was it didnt really occur to me that the potatoes needed to sit on the stove for quite a while before the mashing begins. -.-" Must ask Sifu Ben to teach me about the art of mashing potatoes....although I think his actually came from the packet. :P Hahaha....

Sunday..Hmm...never really thought until THAT far yet...ahah...but I do know Jingy has to go home....Awww... :( Though what time, Im not too sure....but I dont want her to leave too late cos it will be dark... O_O It's not safe for a lady to travel alone... :P So...that's about it for the plans. :P Im sure in these 3 days, Jing will find time to squeeze in shopping. Hahah...oh yea...MUST go ice skating too! Jing, you promised ar! Hehehe...maybe on Friday or Saturday... depending la. ;)

Okay now...that's about it for the weekend. :D I do wish Danny were here....I miss my snuGGles. *hugs*

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There are times where I wish I could just turn back the hands of time and undo certain things. Things that Ive done to hurt others. I hurt the one person that matters most to me and it obviously didnt feel good. In fact, it hurt a lot. Sometimes I just wonder how could I be so stupid and blind to not see the good things that I have but instead focus on the bad?

I really regret the things Ive done and the only thing I can do right now is promise that I would have faith and trust. I love him only and nothing can change my love for him. But sometimes I wonder if I should just let go if Im causing so much pain and heartache?

In truth, I do not wanna lose him because he is the best thing that's ever happened to me. He is my everything...my prince who've come to take me away. He's my bestfriend and mah baby. I dont think anyone else could ever replace him.

Even though we've already resolved everything...I cant help but feel as if it's not the same anymore. To me, it's like suddenly there's this slight gap that is bound to get bigger everytime we fight. :(

Im so sorry for all the pain Ive caused, baby. I love you deeply.

Ahhhh.....finally! My last assignment has been handed up. I feel so much better. :D Well, so much till I decided to go shopping with Amalina. XD Our original plan was to just chill at home but in the end I just felt like skating. :) So I decided to meet up with Leena at the lrt station instead of going all the way home and coming out again...

So yea, we caught a bus and headed straight for Pyramid. It used to be my favourite hang out spot last time, but since I dont own a car, it's kinda inconvenient for me to go there. >.< So yea, when we arrived, I called Rachel to see if she wanted to join us but she was at home, not in college.

In the end, she came by and we hung out. It's been a long time since Ive actually hung out with my friends. Not cos I have Danny...but cos my friends are all busy people. :) Rachel had class at 5, and midway while shopping for shoes, her friend Jaemy came by. Gawd! Jaemy is so freaking tall now!!!! I mean, when I walked with Leena, Rachel and Jaemy...they just towered over me...T____________T Made me feel reaaaaallly short!

I BOUGHT SHOES!!! Yes! Finally after months of saying I need a pair, I finally bought them! I kinda took Jingy's "advice" on shopping durin the MEGA SALES. XD I got mah shoes for about RM 42...got a 10 % discount. I really like it, although I cant run in it...:( I know heels arent meant for running, but I have this habit where I run in heels. O_o...strange, I know.

FINALLY after dunno how many years of not skating, Leena and I stepping in to the rink. It was kinda cold, and there werent many people. At 4 they had some show rehearsal. It's for "THE SOUND OF MUSIC" on ice. -.-" Weird, huh? But wasnt really bothered in watching it cos was talking to Jaemy and Rachel.

It was a fun but tiring day. I think I will most likely sleep in this weekend. XD Oh yea, Ms. Sue Jing is coming down next weekend. :D Yay! But I dont think we'll get to go out that often...unless she's prepared to suffer a lil. XD I still have classes though...but thank gawd not as many. :) We're almost done with most of our subjects...so I guess by next week we should all be FREE! Okay, maybe NOT free...but at least we get to "rest" our minds in preparation for the exams. :)

Well, feeling really tired now. Think I will go sleep. :) Till my next "not making any sense" entry. XD

Ahhhhhhhh~ I feel as thought the weight on my shoulders have been lifted. ^______^ Tomoro would be the day I had in my last assignment. Everything that is needed to be done is done... Maria and I managed to frame the poster. XD But it was uber expensive...T_T But I guess with 6 people paying for it, it's not SO bad.

Good gawd! I spent almost RM 100 printing items for my assignments. 0_______0 You know what I can do with that kinda moneh?! I can actually get myself a pair...wait...make that 3 pairs of shoes! Okay la...maybe 2. I dont have a fetish for shoes...but I do NEED a new pair of heels...yes, been saying that for the past 3 months...T______T Cant help it if Im broke all the time right?

But anyway...with most of my assignments out of the way...the only thing to worry at the moment is my exams! Gosh, my classmate picked me up from home this morning and she reminded me that we've got EXACTLY 3 weeks till exams!!! >___________<" NoOoO, I havent studied....*cries*

But anyway...I THINK I would study...hehe...yes, think... cos half the time I said I would...but I end up NOT studying...so this time I say I THINK I would...ahaha...yes, one lazy bugger here. Xp But anyway...Im just praying that I pass my exams...I dun wanna resit any papers....>____<"

I just realized that Hawk was around the other day and I fergot to ask him to help me with mah sound...-.-" My computer has no sound at the moment and I feel so lost without my music! Aunteh Jingy is supposedly coming down next week. I do hope so cos I MISS HER! Well, her company...haha...she's superbly fun to be around...except when she starts shopping! O_____O It's prolly like someone going to war...Hahahha! Jingy...I dub thee... " Miss Shopaholic 2004" LoL~ Amazing how much moneh she can spend in a day...scary~ But she's so nice...she belanja people wan...XD Thanks Jingy~!!!

Okay, how did that diverted to Jing? LoL...anyway...yea, been really tired lately...so prolly the way to celebrate would be to sleep in! Yeah~ I just hope I dun miss class like last week. >___< Oh yea...mah fren Amalina might bum over this weekend too~! WeEEEeeeEE..I have a playmate..hehe...NOT WHAT YOU THINK!!! But it's been a while since Ive had someone sleep over. :) Usually the only sleepovers are when Jingy comes down from Ipoh and Hawk joins in...orgY~! Hahha...no. But sleep over can be fun until someone hits you with a pillow and plays " Rise and shine FAGGOTS!" on the computer...*glares at Hawky and Foxy*

Gawd...I MISS MAH HONEY~!!!! I miss having him around....gawd, Im so bored...-.-" Anyway...dont mind me...I think the lack of sleep and the hunger is making my head a lil light...ahahah! Well... Im in the holiday mood...tempted to go to the arcade...HmM....XD OoOo...dinner time now~ Till the next entry~

*waves & dances around the room*

I just looked at myself in the mirror today and realized how much Ive gained! T_T I just have this love hate relationship with my weight. There are times where I just love the way I look and there are days, like today, where I feel completely FAT!I really think I should go on a diet...:P But I dont have the motivation...:(

Oh well...Im gonna try to stop snacking in between and also eat mah food in small portions. :P I dun really wanna end up looking like a cow. Xp So yesh, this is my thought of the day.

Ive also gotta get working on my assignments...really wish the lecturer would extend the dateline...I dont think I would be able to make it...T_T Help~

I went up to Genting with Danny's parents on Saturday morning. As soon as we arrived at Gohtong Jaya, we went up to drop our things and went to the shops nearby for lunch. After lunch, they dropped me off at the apartment so they could go to Awana for a short round of golf. :P I was home alone duin a lil work and watching some tv.

Later that night, we went to Sushi King for dinner and managed to catch the last day of Fantastica at the First World hotel. The show was really nice...the backdrops, the costumes and the way they make use of the time in between where the performers need to get ready. It was quite distracting however, when there were other performers around duin their thing while the "main" performance was going on. Other than that...it was superb! I especially liked the part where the chinese acrobats did the hoop thing...gawd that was SO COOL! They did all sorts of tricks on it which I didnt think was possible!!! :wide eyes:

But towards the end of the show, I kinda felt "lonely" cos one of the acrobats reminded me of danny... and I missed him like crazy. There was a rave party going on at Genting too but obviously Im not into that sorta thing. I did see someone familiar though. But I dont think he remembers me. :P I even forgot his name till just now.

When we got back to the apartment it was kinda late, so I decided to shower and then turn in for the night. This morning, Danny's parents left early for another round of golf while I was at home. I didnt feel like exploring the place cos I was just so lazy to go down. XD But I prolly would if there was someone with me. Maybe the next time I go there I'd explore. For lunch I had chicken porridge! It was yummy~ And I managed to finish the whole bowl! O_O And I just noticed that my cheeks are a lil puffier....T_T

Oh well... that's about it for now. Till next time. *waves*