I spoke to Danny on Msn last night and didnt get to bed till 12. I only had 40 minutes of sleep when my good fren, Rachel called. We then talked till 3 this morning. O_O And I was suppose to get up at 4 to touch up on my assignment...but instead, I stayed up longer after our conversation on life and it's suckiness to do the touch ups. I was so tired that I couldnt even hear the alarm when it rang at 6!

So, I ended up waking at 8:30 am....cursed while I got ready and messaged my fren telling her I wouldnt make it in time for my first class...since it starts at 9 and only lasts for an hour. :P When I arrived at college, I still had about half an hour to spare... I was wondering where everyone went cos by the time it was 11...only Maria had arrived. We made use of our time by doing our typography works and finally came to a conclusion that the class was canceled. :P But we werent really bothered cos we were so occupied with work and also cos the room was air conditioned...Bwahahaahah~

After that, we went for Illustration... I STILL HAVE TO TOUCH UP THE STOOPID PAINTING! Im so lazy~ But anyway...tomoro I will be going up to Gohtong Jaya with Danny's parents since I dun wanna be home alone. Stephy and Gary are going to Kuching to attend a friend's wedding. Andy and Sue...well, they're usually never around...so yea. But it's just for the weekend. Danny thinks it'll be good for me since I can clear my head...-.-"

So, got a few works do be done...gotta hurry cos dateline is all next week. Think I may go crazy soon....:P Oh well... till the next blog. :P

Today marks the 1st month of Danny's absence here. I cant believe it has only been a month! It feels like it was already 3 or 4... :S Oh well...anywa, my sunburn seems to be acting up...it's seriously itchy~ Gah, I didnt know I was allergic to the sun...

Anyway, this morning I had class from 8-10 am. I got up at 6:30 am and managed to leave the house by 7:10. :) Danny's dad sent me to the lrt station~ Hehe... arrived just in time for class...maybe I should do that more often...:P

After class, 8 of us decided to have breakfast at Sri Rampai. I had chee cheong fun for breakkie. Wanted to have western but decided not to. :P Must have will power~ We sat around for about half an hour then we decided to go Carrefour since we had about another hour and a half to spare. From there, most of us split up cos we ( wai kuan, me, Vicky and Lai peng ) went to the archade to play some games. :P At first I was a spectator...and later on the four of us played this game called " Rock Fever". It's kinda addictive, cos you really wanna get great scores and move on to the next level. :P It's one of those machines where they have the songs there and you've just gotta follow the beat by pressing buttons and watching the screen. I saw another machine similar to that one with Valenti on it...haha... but it was one of those big drum thingy.

We arrived just in time for the next class and I had to explain to the lecturer 3 times on where my sketchers were... -.-" That man is blur~ But anyway, I couldnt wait till the next class cos I really wanted to let things off my chest. Alvin was perstering me about the artwork the whole morning and I wanted to ignore him. The final class was at 2 pm and finally I got to sit down with the lecturer and told her about how I wasnt satisfied with some of the members.

I told her about William's lack of cooperation and his laziness. I also complained about Alvin's M.I.A status and about him not handing in his work to me. They gave all sorts of excuses but the lecturer didnt wanna hear it. The sad thing however is, she's only going to cut their marks. :( So now, they know not to mess around with me. I hate it when guys try to take advantage of the girls by thinking that everything would be done by them and they guys would just receive free marks. They were pretty unhappy about it...and Im sure they'll be cursing at me behind my back, but I dont care cos it's the truth and Im sticking to it.

With that over, our lecturer let us off early cos we've already finished discussing with her and also cos it was going to rain. I would think she's a bit lazy to hang around anyway...lol~ But she's a nice lecturer. Oh yea, my assignment dateline was extended to next week, but Im still making them do the work anyway. If they want their marks, they've got to earn it. Later on, Maria and I had to rush to get a bus but none appeared till about 10 minutes later. We were praying so hard it didnt rain on us...and thank gawd it didnt.

Well, I came home...did a lil bit of work, talked to mah babes and also chatted with Marcus, my squash playing friend. Haha~ It's been a long time since Ive actually spoken to him. He's coming back for the holZ in September...YaY! But he wants me to be his driver...-.-" I think I've already known him for 4 years. 0_0 I didnt know time passed that fast~

Well, anyway, think I should be heading off to bed now. It's late and I've gotta get up early to finish up my assignment. :P So much work...so lil time. :S

The best news Ive ever heard...Danny can finally come online! It's been a while since Ive actually seen him on and through the webcam. :) Hawk had my whole computer reformatted yesterday and now it just feels so empty...although hawk calls it "neat". LoL...

Oh yea...I was out in the sun the whole day! And I think Ive gotten sun burn on my arms and the back of my neck. T_T So not good...The whole reason was cos Maria didnt want me to see the interior of her "messy" home, so we ended up doing the assignment at this playground near her home. We were out there for about 2 hours and it was so HOT! Im staying in for the next few days!

As usual...they didnt turn up to class today. But saying they, I mean the 3 guys who are in my group...actually Vino didnt turn up either. But anyway, yet again only Maria and I did the work. Alvin was suppose to give me the report today and William...gah, I would say he's hopeless. Stef ( my former classmate) advised me to write down every detail of every meeting we have. And I do mean EVERY. But I didnt think of that sooner so I cant possibly do it now cos this work is due in on Saturday.

I am seriously losing my patience here. I really think it's not fair that only the two of us did the work. I guess I have to take Stef's advice and just go ahead with telling the lecturer. Im sure she has been keeping a close watch on William too...since he's got this reputation for asking people to do the work for him.

I guess that's about it for now. Danny updated his bloggy...heheh...gawd, I miss him...4 more months till he comes home~

Of all the stupid people Ive met, this guy is the stupidest. He is my classmate whom I really really really hate. I know hate is a strong word to describe this...but I TRULY hate him. He is lazy, idiotic, a liar, sloppy and worst of all...HE'S IN MY GROUP!

I took on the job as leader for my illustration project cos I do not want anything to go wrong. Call me kiasu, I dont care...cos this project is really important to our marks. I want to pass my exams mind you. Well, everything seems to be going fine...until it came to doing the painting.

I told everyone to make it to college at 10 am this morning...and guess what? Everyone was late. Maria was nice enough to tell me she would arrive a lil later cos she was having breakfast...the others however were late. Jien Kit was excused cos he went to buy our acrylic paints. Maria arrived a lil later than I did, so it was fine. And Vino arrived a few minutes after Maria...so it wasnt that bad. Alvin was a no show cos he had told me yesterday that he had to work today, though Im not sure if I should trust him. William ( the idiot's name) on the other hand, lives RIGHT OUTSIDE the college and only appeared at 11:30 am.

I mean like, he is really asking for it. Okay, fine... I let that slip but I was still really pissed. After that, we all started on our work. I assigned everyone some work to do while I actually drew the picture onto the illustration board. William, that fag, was as usual stoning around, fagging his stoopid cigarette and not doing a damn thing. Fine, I didnt say anything about that.

After a while, I asked Jien Kit to buy some glue for our assignment. William offered to go with Jien Kit, so I didnt mind. I expected them to be back in 15 minutes tops. They were gone for close to an hour. Gawd! That's when I really cracked. I asked William where he went and he said he went to get the stuff. I was like, " It doesnt take you an hour to just buy a stick of UHU."

That's when Jien Kit said that he shouldve packed the food back instead of eating there. I was SO PISSED with that asshole I shot at him. It's bad enough that he's not doing anything in the group. He asked if I had a problem with him, and YES I DO. I gave him his first and last warning.

Im so NOT going to give him his free ticket to a pass in this subject and neither am I going to let him get away with this. If we all had to work to earn our grades, he should do that too. Im tempted in telling my lecturer about his laziness. Someone has to be the bad guy in the group. And if I can get full backup from my other group members, Im sure we can make a way to kick him out of the group for not contributing.

I may sound really harsh now, but wouldnt you do that too if you were me?  I really dont want to be known or seen as the "bad guy" here... but somebody has to do it. At this point, I think I dont really care cos this will jeapordize our marks if no one tells. Besides, I think we'll be fine without him anyway.

Another hectic day has gone by...and another on the way. The past week has been crazy..with all the assignments that is being thrown at me~ Ive got 3 works due next weekend and I think it's crazy. We dont get enough time to finish up the work or actually do it to perfection...but I guess that's life, right?

Well, Ive got this briefing on my Typography assignment...@_@ I have to design my own fonts...which actually, I dont think is such a bad idea. The thing is, Im so short on time here, I dont think I can. :S But I MUST..cos this is seriously gonna cost me points. So yes...duin my work.

Gawd! This Saturday Ive gotta go all the way down to college to do a group work for my Illustration. ON A SATURDAY!!! But again, I dont have a choice cos it's due next weekend. :cries: Wont somebody help me?

I wrote this yesterday. And it's not about what you think. It just popped out of my head randomly. :) I like it. ;)
 
I sit by you,
Watching the stars dance on the cloudless sky,
Wondering about you and I,
Wondering if this would last for eternity,
 
You took my hand,
Smiled as you kissed it gently,
Promised me that we would always be,
Together as one like the earth and the sea,
 
You left without warning,
Our perfect world stopped abruptly,
I couldnt understand it, I wanted to flee,
From this misery that haunted me,
 
Watching you leave,
My heart broke into a thousand pieces,
Tears falling on each faces,
As we watched you disappear into the sea,
 
Now I sit alone,
Watching the stars dance on the cloudless sky,
Thanking God for you and I,
Knowing that this love will never die.

Hmm...today was another unproductive day. Okay, maybe wasnt THAT unproductive...hehe. I managed to finish the work that I need to hand up tomoro. Although Im not quite sure if I have everything done. Now is to bind it up...:S
 
Yay! I got to trade places with another group who's presenting next Monday. So this means I dont have to present my English report yet...ANOTHER WEEK TO PROCRASTINATE~ LoL...Actually, the other group wanted to use the power point but my lecturer couldnt book the audio visual room for the following week, so we had to trade places since Im planning to use only the OHP and a member from my group is in Singapore. Darn, should've asked her for souvenirs. XP
 
So yesh...a boring day since I only had one class today. Im gonna go Giant with Stephy after this to stock up on supplies...hehe... gotta get some colored papers. :P Wanna make my work look presentable, dont I?
Prolly after that, gonna come home and shower and do a lil more work...if poss. My comp went haywire AGAIN! *angry*
 
Hurry with your broadband~!!!! XD Gotta start making a list on things to do. *siGh* So much work....tahan~ In 3 weeks or more, HOLIDAYS~ Well, right after my exams. Gawd, exams starts on the 26th of August!

Today was so NOT a productive day. I woke up later than expected even though I had a dream which I considered "nightmarish". Why, you ask? Simple, cos it just made me feel guilty. :S Tell ya bout it later.

Anyway, got up at about 9:30 am and the first thing I did was my laundry. I didnt have much to wash but I didnt wanna pile them up high then later realize I didnt have any clothes left to wear the next day. :P Besides, it was kinda sunny today too.

So, I made myself a cup of milo and nestum then proceed to read the papers while I waited for my laundry. Yesh, I DO read. After enlightening myself with the newspapers, I went upstairs into the room to surf the net. I went on BN for a while. No, not Barisan Nasional but BoA- Nation : Home of BoA at boa-nation.com :P ( promoting...hehe)

It's been long since I visited that site cos everytime I tried logging in, it just doesnt seem to register. That kinda got me ticked off, but this time it logged me in. Thank gawd! So anyway, I noticed we had many new members while I was away. :( Many new topics too. And Im so behind on my posting! Must catch up with Matt~ He stole my throne~!!!

Well, after all that, I went downstairs to make myself lunch. I was thinking of having curry mee, but decided on a can of campbell's cream of mushroom and some yee-mee. MMmmM...okay, have to admit it tasted a lil strange, but what the heck. I then watched tv until about 3 something until Danny's parents came home from golf. Stephy had gone out early. She dropped by her office to supervise some stuff.

Hmm...what else did I do today? Oh yea, I chatted with a few friends on msn for a while before I actually did some work. :S I know I have loads more to do, but I just cant work till last minute. It's a habit. I like to procrastinate. Now you know why Im kinda lost without Danny. He supervises me and makes absolute sure I do my homework. :D I Love You, BABYYYY!

So halfway through my work, I went downstairs to bring up my already dried clothes. I think it was sitting in the sun for about 3 hours or so. :P It was then when Danny's dad said we were going out for dinner. I kinda stoned in front of the computer while talking to Kenny online. I didnt know he was back~ But anyway, I decided to take an early shower cos I felt absolutely dirty. :S

We left the house at about 7:30 ++ and had claypot chicken near Atria. It wasnt so bad. :) Didnt have much though, cos I snacked a lil. Yes, I shouldnt, but I did. :P And FYI, I didnt have ice cream today. So yea...that was about it. When we came back, I watched CSI Finale with them downstairs and then came upstairs to do a lil bit more work.

Oh, before I forget...yesterday night Andy brought Charlie over to play~ ^^V Charlie is absolutely huge now. Okay, maybe not THAT huge...but he is big for a beagle. A real fatty. Hehe...the highlight for that night was Charlie tried to hump Nikki...Lol. Sad, I know. So we had to tie him up near the grill and we had to keep an eye on him just in case he was up to no good. :P

I also talked to my sweetie yesterday. But it was only for a while. I miss him loads. :) I really cant wait till December when he comes home. *siGh* MISS YOU HONEY~!!! *muaks muaks*

Okay, I just got back my lab results and the doctor said my cholesterol was a lil high, and I should cut back on fatty or fried food. *shocked* I dont eat that much fried stuff~! Do I? T_T Oh well...
 
I also found out that Im a B +...lol...geddit? Be positive? Okay, lame joke. I had a feeling I was a type B cos my bro is also a B. My mom's blood type is an AB positive, I think. So yea...cos the blood that flows in our veins normally is from the dad's side. :P So now I know. It seems that I have to take a vaccination for Hepetitis B...:( Gawd, the word vaccination sounds like going to the vet. :S Planning to do it sometime soon, I hope. Cos it's kinda costly.
 
I got a really sweet email from my snuggles. :D So happy that he emailed me. But I feel bad cos I didnt get to see him online. :( Oh well...there'll be other days. :( Right now Ive gotta finish up my assignment that is due tomoro!  

Ohkay...I seriously dunno what else can go wrong in my life right now. Apparently now my computer is gonna die. Or should I say my hard disk is gonna die. Well, that's according to Hawky. I dunno what the hell is going on since Im not exactly tech savvy. :S This sux0r big time.

GawD! Danny I need you!!! Or else you wont really see me online much. :P I dunno, I guess Im quite used to having my own computer in the room. :S BURN YOU STOOPID COMP!!! Gah! I really feel like tossing it out the window, but Hawk would prolly say, " Give it to me la~"

Gawd I really feel like crying now~!!! T_T Sux0r~!!!!!!! Anyone living nearby who can help me with my prob? Either that or Ive gotta call in backup ( my bro ) and I dont think he's exactly that GREAT with comps...but I can say he's wayyyyy better than I am. OmG~!!! No comp in my room. *shocked*

5 more months till Danny touches down on Msian soil again. 5 more months till I get to see him again. 5 more months till I get to hug him...*siGh* 5 LONG months. I know many would say 5 months isnt as long as I think it is. But currently when everything is "crawling", I consider it slow. :( But the good thing is, it has me focused on that five months till I get to see his face again. XD

Well, Im sure most of you have read the contents of Danny's blog. :P PDA, I know. Hehe... but sweet. :) The only thing I would really want right now is for him to come home safely. Honestly, I dont really remember what he looks like unless I look at his pictures, I've even forgotten what he smells like or how it feels to be held by him. Maybe it's because Ive taken the times I had with him for granted.

I never really engraved the memories in my head because we were always together. :( I long for his hugs and his sweet kisses. I long for the way he makes me feel so secure and protected. I wont be able to see him until he gets his broadband. :( *siGh*

I feel like Im going temporarily insane rite now. I feel as though everything is going wrong and I am no longer loved. Im having one of those episodes where I just hide in a corner and bawl my eyes out. I cant help it cos I feel as if everything is just so out of my reach.

It feels so hard to hold on to something, when there are people telling you things or even when you yourself starts to wonder. There are a few people telling me not to give up, a few just slapping me back to reality and there are those who are just there to put me down.

So yes, it's one of those times when I just feel so shitty and I want to crawl into a hole and just stay there. I know life is never fair and it's never that straight forward. Sometimes you have to look in places you never think you'd look in the first place.

I have to say that sometimes I do feel foolish, but there are also times where people arent exactly making me feel wanted either. I wont say Im easy to understand or hard either. I just want to have that assurance that I mean something. Make it known, and dont let me assume.

It's already hard for me to figure out what is going on half the time. I just want one of those times where I feel that Im truly loved by the people who loves me, like I mean something for just one day. I dont exactly have to feel that everyday, but maybe just that one special day can change everything.

I just had the sweetest dream last night. *huge grin* It was actually a dream bout Danny asking me to marry him. :D It started like an ordinary day where we decided to just go shopping that kinda thing. I didnt know why he was so enthusiastic about shopping, cos normally he isnt. So yea, we walked and talked and suddenly he brought out a small box and asked me. Okay, maybe it wasnt the most romantic way to propose ( it was my dream la... )but just the thought of it made me jump for joy. :)

Then we were planning about it, but not exactly planning it in the open. Only a few people knew about it...and my closest friend, Lina was constantly by my side helping me prepare for the big day. :P The funniest part in the dream was, when ever I asked someone where can you get the BEST desserts...they said Singapore. :S Oh well, it's a dream, so anything can happen, rite?

So yea, after the dessert part, I kinda woke up. But it made me feel good inside. I guess to me, it is a sign that Danny and I would be together for a long time. :P Although I know he's not gonna propose anytime soon, I think it's a comfort for me to know that I've made a right choice to be with him.

Im really missing him right now and Im wishing a year would fly by quick. But I guess if I could overcome this distance that stand in our way, our love can endure almost anything. This is a test of patience and love from God. We will be able to overcome it.

Woohoo...finally got my blood test done. My arm smells of minyak cap kapak and my head feels a lil woozie...-.-" It wasnt as scary, BUT when the doctor told me to "think of something else", my mind instantly focused on the needle penetrating my skin. My right arm is numb now. :S Well... sorta numb anyway.

I saw my blood being collected and the doctor pointed out that the white floating thingy in my blood was my cholesterol. That's kinda freaky. -.-" I had to fast the whole day and miss my great lunch of fried rice cooked by Aunty Ah Lin, the housekeeper. Her fried rice is da BOMB!

Anyway, back to my story, it was seriously hard to NOT think of food when you're fasting. I just hope I dont have to do this again. :( Erm...my hand is numbing again. :( Think I shall go now. :D

I was reading a book before I went to bed last night and out of the corner of my eye I saw this figure. Everytime I turn to look, it's not there. Okay maybe this is just my imagination. But seriously, it was something like a hovering shadow. *shivers* Okay, Im freaking myself out now.

Ive experienced many things like this before but I do not intend on wanting to see more. :S I truly believe there is the spirit realm and there are wandering spirits on this earth, both good and bad. I dont believe Ive actually encounter one yet...maybe I have when I was younger, but Im glad I do not encounter any now. I'll be scared silly. -.-"

I remember going back to my mom's hometown further up north of Thailand. It isnt as modernized like Bangkok. Her 'kampung' is quite a small village where everyone knows just about everyone. :P It didnt have indoor plumbing at that time and if I remembered right, there wasnt even any electricity. Yes, I braved the days without all this necessity that I take for granted now. :P The houses also used to be made out of wood, literally like those old malay kampung houses and there arent any fences or gates. Lil chicks, ducks and buffalos would roam the rocky road.

I think I had my first encounter with a 'bad spirit' there. Or maybe not. All I can say is I try not to sleep facing the windows or waking up in the middle of the night. :P

It was raining heavily today and as usual, Im swampped with work. :S Anyway, halfway through my work, Stephy asked me if I wanted to follow Gary and her to the pasar malam near by.

As it was after the rain, many stalls werent set up yet. Gary and Steph wanted asam laksa and also to buy Dvds. The dvd guy was no where to be found, so we ended up queueing for asam laksa first. The asam laksa is quite well known cos many people literally queue even before the guy sets up his stall!

After buying the asam laksa, Stephy did a lil "snack shopping" while I was looking out for the Dvd guy. I found him standing in his usual spot, but instead of a rack of clothes, there was a rack of petai. I was confused. Was he selling clothes or petai now? LoL~

Well, I guess the petai is sort of his side income. Danny trusts this dvd guy cos most of the dvds that we buy from him are clear and good. :D Danny's mom nicknamed the guy " The Agent" cos we're always going back to him to get more new dvds. :P

After Stephy decided on what movies she wanted, he brought em out and then the deal was closed. We went home after that to have dinner. :D Kind had a boring day. :P

Oh yea...another thing...today is aunty jingy and uncle ben's bday!!! Happy 19th and 21st bday respectively...lol~ Welcome to the club...:P

You have stolen my heart,
Im captivated by you,
Never will you and I part,
Im falling deeply in love with you.

These are the words that really caught my attention. It's from the song called Deeply in love which is sung by the radical worshippers from Hillsongs Church in Sydney. I sorta "grew up" listening to their music when I attended church. Ive always loved their music and hearing this song at Jing's house brought back memories of when I was a church goer.

This song made me realized how deep my love is for both God and Danny. And yes, plus the people who've left their footprints in my life too. :) I know Ive taken many for granted, especially those closest to me and Im very sorry for that. I am but only a God fearing person. Ive also realized that Ive neglected a lot of things in life. But I never meant to do so.

I sometimes say things to Danny that I dont really mean, and I know sometimes I hurt him even though he doesnt show it to me. And at this moment of missing, this song really opens my eyes to everything that he's done for me.

It's the same thing for God. He's done so much for me yet he doesnt ask for anything in return except my love and devotion. He is the one who listens to my prayers and answers them. ( How'd you think I got Danny? Hehe) And he doesnt complain and he's patient. That is how much he loves us all.

So yea...If you just listen to the song, you'd understand how I feel. :)

*siGh*

It rained in the afternoon...and my mood has been affected. Danny messaged me earlier to tell me his number. Later on, his parents called him just to talk. I really wanted to tell him things, but I just couldnt say them. I had this lump stuck in my throat and I felt my eyes swelling up no matter how much I tell myself not to cry. I just couldnt help it. Sometimes I wonder, would it be better if we had just cut off the strings that bind us together. Im feeling depressed and I cant help it. The light that had been guiding me has flickered out and I cant find my way in the darkness.

In this time of need, I just wished I had a copy of a bible with me. I would usually go random. By random I mean randomly opening a page...any page and just stop at any passage. I am in need of great strength and guidance. I know God has always been there for me, just waiting for me to look for him.

Tomoro is another long day. How will I get through, only GoD will know.

Okay, it's been 4 days since I last saw Danny. I wonder where he is. The last time I saw him online was on Wednesday, and that was only for a while. WHERE ARE YOU? T_T It feels as though he just disappeared from the face of the planet! I know he's busy with fitting in and all, but at least try to come on to reply my message. All of us back home are wondering about YOU!

Ben told me the other day that he went to get a prepaid card (?). I know there is nothing to worry about but you can never NOT worry about your loved one. This reminds me of the incident where he got worried cos he couldnt reach me and I was in the city sending a friend off. Yes, I know it's payback for making me feel this way. *cries*

EBIL EBIL GUY!!! *sits and sulk*

I went to bed at about 3:30 am this morning and was trying to get some sleep. I was slowly slipping into deep slumber when I hear tyres screaching and a loud crash. I thought I was dreaming at first but when I opened my eyes I still could hear the sounds outside. It was 4:45 am and there had been another accident.

This time I wasnt so bothered into seeing what had happened. It must have been another driver who was driving at high speed when he thought he could take that curve which was nearly a 90 degrees turn. I just dont get why some drivers still wanna risk their lives this way. I mean, that whole stretch of road has claimed many lives.

So can we actually safely say that the road is cursed or is it just the drivers fault? So anyone taking the LDP towards Kelana Jaya, just be careful unless you want to be another victim on that road. What I'll prolly say here is a safe driver is gonna have a long life...hehe...yes, I dont make much sense cos I just woke up. :P

Okay...it's now Sunday morning...2:30 in the morning to be exact and I think I just screwed up my alignment for my tagboard! O_O I was just messing around with the template cos I wanted to link Ben's site to mine. :( Guess I can never understand coding...if not, this wouldnt happen. :( Oh well...Danny's gotta help me redo it again. This is what you get for trying to act smart. :S

Oh yea...earlier I had dinner with my mom and bro. We went to NKP near my house cos most of the shops were either already closed or closing at 11 pm. -.-" My mom's fault...she didnt call me to notify me that she was already home. *siGh*

So yea, I had teh ais and maggie goreng kosong..mMmm...my bro had chicken chop...-.-" and my mom, just plain roti telur. It was only for a short while cos my mom wanted to go home. :S Weird ey... And oh yea! She got me new tops!!! Hehe...so happy, got new clothes to wear. ;) Ive been wearing the same ones over fer a while now...I think it just tends to get boring.

So yea...I have new clothes. :P My brother however didnt get anything cos apparently my mom's bag got exchanged with someone elses while she was travelling on the bus. That person took hers instead. :( Maybe cos they were carrying the same sorta bag. -.-" That's why...ALWAYS LABEL YOUR BAGS! Or...keep em with you. A good tip for travellers. Hehehe...cos you may never know who's bag you're taking.

So yea...still no sign of Danny. *siGh* I know what you all must be thinking. I cant help it...you guys would feel the same way too if you were in my shoes. :P I've been sending him loadsa emails...hehe...Oh yea, I also managed to get my hands on the Van Helsing soundtrack which he's been wanting for almost a month now. I dunno if he has it though. Hopefully not. :P But yea, hope this would make him happy. Now, all I have to do is find a way to send it over to him....HmMMmm....any suggestions?

Well, it's been a while since I last blogged and also since Danny actually came online. Im still not too sure whether he knows, but I think he does. Aunty Jingy's been bugging me to blog more. :D But I dont really have the time. :S

Ive been missing Danny like crazy, but maybe not as much as before. Maybe Im beginning to feel more comfortable without him around. Actually, I think half the time I dont even realize. :P Sorry, baby...doesnt me I dont love you. :D

It's been a hectic week with assignments and stuff...Im so clueless I dont even know what am I supposed to do. :P Yes, Im very unorganized. I wonder how danny is decorating his room? I WANNA BE YOUR INTERIOR DECORATOR!!! :P

HuRM...I remember going shopping at Giant KJ with Danny and his mom. I saw this nightlight which I thought was a disco ball kinda nightlight cos I thought it could turn. I told Danny bout it and he was sorta interested, until he saw it and told me it wasnt. Too bad, or else it would have been in Aussie with you now, Ben. :D And you guys can boogie with it. Hahaa~

I cant wait for this semester to end! I so need a break from it all. :S I do hope I pass my exams though. Wonder if Jing's coming down this weekend so we can go for a LOTR marathon at Bukit Kiara Equestrian. :D

I just got home from college and got the shock of my life. Danny's grandmother passed away today. She was a nice woman and she made me feel very welcome to the family too, although sometimes she couldnt remember me. She was really very nice. She remembers a lot of things that happened. I dont know how Danny feels about this because Im not sure if he already knows. I just feel so bad cos someone like her has been taken away from the family. It's just so sudden. I'm very sad too, but I dont think I can be as sad as the rest of the family.

To the Foo family, you have my condolences.