Is it possible to have nothing to talk about with your best friend? Well...Leena is currently in South Africa but she will be back soon. I know she's going through a tough time, cos she has to leave her family, new friends and also a boyfriend behind. And just today I had a mic chat with her on msn... it was either the connection, or we didnt have anything to say to each other...

It's sorta awkward seeing it's been a year since we've properly spoken to each other. Most of the time it was either talking on msn or emailing one another. Well...just hope everything returns to normal once she settles back here. :)

Hey hey...

I've got much more to say today. ;) This morning I woke up sorta happy and sad. Happy cos I had a very nice dream...and sad, well, cos it had to end. >_< Anyway, my dream was about danny and me... and we were married in it. :biggrin: We have a lil girl...and her name was Jerry ( dont ask me why...but we kept calling her Jerry) She was so CUTEEEEE~ And if only you could have seen danny's face...he was SOOOO HAPPY about being a daddy. *siGh* How I wish it were real...

When I told Danny what I dreamt about, I was at first kinda reluctlant to tell him cos I knew he's freaked a lil seeing how he doesnt exactly wanna get married that quick. -.-" Oh well, but I told him anyway cos of his pestering... So yea...and I was right...but he didnt exactly freaked freak...he took it more calmly that I expected... :P Then again, prolly he was relieved it was just a dream.

I dunno...some people say when you dream about this sorta dream, it's somehow telling you that something good is gonna happen in the near future or that you're gonna have a baby...that sorta stuff... and NO, I'm not pregnant nor am I getting married. >_< But I do wish I was...getting married, that is...I'm not too keen on getting pregnant though. XP

Not saying I dont want to be a mom in the future...but more like, I dont exactly wanna go through the whole process. Well, only time will tell... this is me, signing off.

Yay! I found a mic to use~!!! And all this while I thought there wasnt one at home. Matt's been bugging me about a webcam and a mic...and now, I've finally got one! Muahahhahaa~ So yea... I talked to Matt and he sounds like a nice guy. :D Very funneh person. Been buggin him to come to visit. -.-"

Okay...I'm bored and I have no idea what else to write...this holiday is seriously boring. Oh well, I will stop here. :P

I was talking to Jing earlier and she was saying how Danny and I are like a married couple. *blush* I really wished it was so, but we're not. Just currently living together. :P I wanted to get away from my own home and spend more time with Danny before he leaves for Aussie. He will be gone for a year... and in a year, many things can change. I'm bracing myself for those changes and I still wanna go through with the relationship, even if it means for me to work twice as hard to keep it together. I'm not saying we're having troubles, but just think of it as a precaution. I've seen relationships around me break down and I just dont want that to happen to mine because I truly am in love.

So, from now on...I will try not to take him for granted, I would tell him I love him at least once everyday. I will make it a point to listen and be there for him when he comes home from a stressful day at work. I will try not to bother him when he's working and try not to be so sensitive towards certain issues. I really do love him and I dont think anyone else can make me feel the way he does. :D

There was a BBQ going on at our place yesterday night. It was Danny's parents getting together with Sue's parents to discuss about the wedding plans. I felt so out of place cos...*shrug* and the funniest thing was, Sue and I were wearing the same top but in different colors. :D

Danny ended up staying home yesterday cos the office was closed. Tell me who goes to the office on a sunday? Anyway, yea...I spent my day in the kitchen baking cookies which looked like...well, deformed cookies. -.-" I havent baked in a while... so the 2 hour process became a 3 hour one. Most of the time it came out in pieces ( cos I never buttered the pan enough ) and well, I have two huge tupperware filled with the crumb. -.-" Now Im so glad I didnt bake a cake. :P But since I'm on holiday now, I should spend more time trying new stuff instead of sitting on my ass all day. :P

I cant wait till next week. We're going up to Genting for a getaway~ Will tell ya more when it actually happens. ;)

I'm just not feeling too happy with the way things are going now. -.-" It stinks. *cries* All I want is to be able to spend some time with my snuggles... but it seems like that's impossible too. Yea, even though we're living together and all, I hardly get to see him anymore. He's always working till late at night, and by the time he gets home, I'm asleep or dead tired. And by the time I get up, he's gone to work all over again. :( I just hope things get better soon.